Back when I was posting on the previous platform, I said that I would prefer not to call this experience a season, a journey, or an adventure. Instead, I used the word navigate. Somehow I need to navigate this experience. Some days it feels like an obstacle. Other days it’s more of a stalled engine. Today, it feels like mountain climbing. On scree. With no ropes.
The infection continues to need attention – I was given ten additional days of the stronger antibiotic with hope that the greater dose would do the trick. I continue to have the wound management protocols, although yesterday the nurse came up with an alternative method that is far less invasive and requires less intervention. Let’s call that a win.
The second surgery, reconstruction, has been cancelled. Given the infection, and another ongoing issue with the lumpectomy site, the surgeon does not feel it is wise to do anything further. If everything went according to plan, we might be able to manage the timing of surgery and upcoming cancer treatments, but he is not willing to risk a complication that would delay the cancer care.
On Friday, I will meet with the oncologist for a review of the tumor’s oncotype score and find out his recommendation for necessary treatment. Having the second surgery cancelled will make this process a bit more straight forward, but for today it still feels like sliding back on scree.
Friday will bring its own challenges, but we will navigate them when they come. We brought our dog back home from the kennel today which brings joy and lots of furry snuggles. Hana has started volleyball practices for her school’s MS team and is delighted to be back on the court with her friends. This weekend will hold some fun time with both family and friends—an opportunity to rest and play a bit before dropping Hana off at school for the first day of 8th grade this week. All in all, we are doing well. And there are brighter days ahead.
Hope With Me:
- For good rest in the midst of wound care, medical decisions, and anticipation of what is to come.
- For our family as school starts up. For new good habits, healthy choices, and the joy of renewed friendship.
- For healing for this wound and patience with the process.